Seth's fidgeting stops at that, but only because he's too busy closing his eyes and leaning his head forward in defeat as he lets out a small groan. He pretends there isn't still a smile pulling at his lips.
"If you keep this up, I'm revoking your book privileges," he jokes.
He regrets it almost immediately, reminding himself he's actually had that both threatened and carried out against him, to rather impressive effect, when book privileges were one of the few only good things he had. He's even sort of received the threat from Daniel himself, although even within the context of the dream it was just for pretend.
He's suddenly strangely frustrated with himself, letting himself feel so safe that he completely forgot for a moment. Even if he knows he should be glad. But even after all this time, it still feels a little bit like he doesn't deserve to forget.
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"If you keep this up, I'm revoking your book privileges," he jokes.
He regrets it almost immediately, reminding himself he's actually had that both threatened and carried out against him, to rather impressive effect, when book privileges were one of the few only good things he had. He's even sort of received the threat from Daniel himself, although even within the context of the dream it was just for pretend.
He's suddenly strangely frustrated with himself, letting himself feel so safe that he completely forgot for a moment. Even if he knows he should be glad. But even after all this time, it still feels a little bit like he doesn't deserve to forget.