For the first time Sam yells and his voice is shrill but he keeps backing away. He doesn't wanna hear what this thing's saying - what great things? Be a hunter? Like Dad and like Dean? He doesn't want it, he doesn't want any of it. He wants to do something else, something actual, and not spend his life chasing ghosts and shadows.
He wants to cover his ears and shut the thing out. It's speaking careful and affectionately and it would be better if it were shouting instead. He wishes it were shouting and cruel and evil instead of this - whatever it is.
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For the first time Sam yells and his voice is shrill but he keeps backing away. He doesn't wanna hear what this thing's saying - what great things? Be a hunter? Like Dad and like Dean? He doesn't want it, he doesn't want any of it. He wants to do something else, something actual, and not spend his life chasing ghosts and shadows.
He wants to cover his ears and shut the thing out. It's speaking careful and affectionately and it would be better if it were shouting instead. He wishes it were shouting and cruel and evil instead of this - whatever it is.