"Wait," says Jay in frustration, taking steps to trail after him. "You can't just - Look, what do you know about me?"

He can't afford to shrug this shit off anymore. Arguably he never could, but now, things being the way they are, this is literally all he has left.

"You don't understand, okay, I can't get back," he says, taut, just barely keeping himself together. "When this dream ends I'm - I'm just out there again, I can't reach anyone. So tell me what you know, please."