"Oh yeah?!" he snarls, and it's so easy to just give over to the rage this time. "Am I, Daniel? How the fuck would you know, huh?"
Sabotage this. Just break it apart. All the things you want Gabriel to know but you can't say to him.
"Compliance means letting myself die." He can't stay sitting, so he gets up, pacing around the tight little space he built for them. Rabid dog in a small cage. "Compliance is giving up over and over and over again. I'm fighting. And it's - it's ugly and it makes people uncomfortable, makes me some kind of fucking monster, and that's what I am. So fuck you, man. You don't know shit about me."
self loathing forever
Sabotage this. Just break it apart. All the things you want Gabriel to know but you can't say to him.
"Compliance means letting myself die." He can't stay sitting, so he gets up, pacing around the tight little space he built for them. Rabid dog in a small cage. "Compliance is giving up over and over and over again. I'm fighting. And it's - it's ugly and it makes people uncomfortable, makes me some kind of fucking monster, and that's what I am. So fuck you, man. You don't know shit about me."