"Uh." Oh shit, oh shit. It doesn't seem like Gabe heard any of his disembodied bullshit, but Johnny definitely heard that. It hurts to hear all that, to know Gabriel is hurting so much, and hinging his happiness on Johnny - who, if his narration is just as audible, can only make this worse. He should escape. Gabe's hand is on his tie.

"They're not really-" he starts babbling, not quick enough.

:Johnny feels an immediate burst of guilt upon realizing he is carrying such a weight. Gabriel needs him, has so much invested in him, and here he is wanting to run. Needing to, because dreams never go well, and he has an astronomically bad feeling about this one. He doesn't run, instead stammering a few weak syllables and reaching out for Gabriel's hand.:

"Shit," he mutters, his hand almost flinching back.