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applesaucedream2014-04-29 02:04 am
johnny_truant) wrote in applesaucedream2014-04-29 02:04 am
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The Tree [closed]
[cw: violent transformation-style body horror in the last paragraph]
This again.
Johnny dreams, as vividly as ever, of a house. In the dream, it's his house, he's lived in it all his life, but for some reason he can't remember where any of the rooms are. He's stuck ascending a staircase, passing by more and more doors that lead into empty, identical spaces. Two windows each. Hard wood floors. Nothing on the white walls. Everything is deadly, ghostly silent.
He climbs. Now there are no doors, only doorways, empty gaps in the wall. He can't avoid looking at those gaping, mocking rooms. Each one the same. Its windows laughing at him. He's making no progress, not really. Anyway there's no way to mark it. He can't see the bottom. He can't see the top.
Something's different. This room is distinct. It's the same as all the others except it has something growing up in the middle of its floor, impossibly, wrongly: a lamp post, such that one would see on an old Victorian road. Johnny presses onward, shaken.
The next room is worse. There's no wood floor: instead there's water. Perfectly still, a reflecting pool, stopping at the edge of the threshold without a barrier to contain it.
These deviations continue as Johnny climbs the stairs, faster and faster, heart pounding, losing himself slowly to the crawling darkness. If he looks behind him, he knows he'll see it, the beast, theminotaur, whatever it is. He can practically feel it breathing down his neck, and oh god, he's so terrified, his lungs are on fire, his legs aren't working right, but he has to keep moving.
He staggers and trips suddenly, that sickening lurch in his gut, jerking his body but not enough to wake him. He strikes his head on the step above, curls over, feeling the pain acutely, spreading through him.
His fingers come away bloody, but there's something else wrong, something that shouldn't be there. He touches the cut again. Something's protruding from it, spreading out from the wound. Oh god, oh fuck, what is that? He can feel it growing, extending, tangling into his hair, and it feels like rough wood, like a tree. It's a tree, growing from the open wound, he's been broken open and now he's exposed, now it's free and it is going to overtake him. He seizes up with panic, tearing at the roots as they coil around his face, his neck, down to his shoulders and the rest of him. He can't break the branches, they're too, too strong, and he knows it would hurt just as much, like cracking his own bones. He screams, raw and afraid, as the tree engulfs him.
This again.
Johnny dreams, as vividly as ever, of a house. In the dream, it's his house, he's lived in it all his life, but for some reason he can't remember where any of the rooms are. He's stuck ascending a staircase, passing by more and more doors that lead into empty, identical spaces. Two windows each. Hard wood floors. Nothing on the white walls. Everything is deadly, ghostly silent.
He climbs. Now there are no doors, only doorways, empty gaps in the wall. He can't avoid looking at those gaping, mocking rooms. Each one the same. Its windows laughing at him. He's making no progress, not really. Anyway there's no way to mark it. He can't see the bottom. He can't see the top.
Something's different. This room is distinct. It's the same as all the others except it has something growing up in the middle of its floor, impossibly, wrongly: a lamp post, such that one would see on an old Victorian road. Johnny presses onward, shaken.
The next room is worse. There's no wood floor: instead there's water. Perfectly still, a reflecting pool, stopping at the edge of the threshold without a barrier to contain it.
These deviations continue as Johnny climbs the stairs, faster and faster, heart pounding, losing himself slowly to the crawling darkness. If he looks behind him, he knows he'll see it, the beast, the
He staggers and trips suddenly, that sickening lurch in his gut, jerking his body but not enough to wake him. He strikes his head on the step above, curls over, feeling the pain acutely, spreading through him.
His fingers come away bloody, but there's something else wrong, something that shouldn't be there. He touches the cut again. Something's protruding from it, spreading out from the wound. Oh god, oh fuck, what is that? He can feel it growing, extending, tangling into his hair, and it feels like rough wood, like a tree. It's a tree, growing from the open wound, he's been broken open and now he's exposed, now it's free and it is going to overtake him. He seizes up with panic, tearing at the roots as they coil around his face, his neck, down to his shoulders and the rest of him. He can't break the branches, they're too, too strong, and he knows it would hurt just as much, like cracking his own bones. He screams, raw and afraid, as the tree engulfs him.
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Love isn't really the right word, at least not in the strictest romantic sense. He respects and reveres her, is hopelessly fascinated by her, feels protected and safe with her. He feels a certain longing to be around her, which he recognizes as the same strange attraction that drew him to her when they first met in the park. It's all very complicated and he's not sure how to cope with it.
He's extremely relieved when she changes the subject.
"Holy shit," he murmurs when his brain starts working again. He stares at the image above him, dizzy with the sensation of looking into eternity. He doesn't really understand it, but that's okay. "It's beautiful."
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"It is," she agrees quietly and then Time rewinds, the angle of the view shifting until Earth comes into sight as a huge blue marble. "I miss it." Because this isn't what she can see in this universe at all, she can see almost nothing and feel even less of it. She sighs, even though this was supposed to cheer him up.
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He squeezes her hand gently. "I'm sorry," he says, though it's hopelessly inadequate.
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She gazes up at the vivid image for a moment longer before it solidifies back into the original domed ceiling, and she turns to look at Johnny. "I think you are ready to wake up," she points out kindly. The deeper reaches of his mind are getting a little restless, loosening his presence in the telepathic current. "I look forward to showing you more, next time."
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He does feel like he's stirring a little, his consciousness starting to seep away from here. He focuses on her as much as he can, trying to commit this moment to memory, feeling a pang of sadness that he won't get to see her again until he sleeps. "Thank you," he murmurs, then lets go of her hand, the world fading out around him, resolving gradually into the dim light of morning as he wakes up in his room.